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and now the end is near…ahaha…last saturday the xu days ended..aw…ahehe…grabe ka puno sa school as in..sa gate pa lang daan kay daghan kaau ga pila para maka sulod lang sa school kay para lang jud maka kita sa fireworks display..on which na anad ang mga tawo na sa opening jud..pero karon sa last day na nila gi pa buto..daghan gani kaau na palaw atong opening night but then it was worth it kay nice jud kaau ang fireworks sayang wa nako na picture…after sa fireworks ga ka anam ug kawala ang mga tawo kay mao ra jud diay tong tuyo nila..ug sa dihang mga 11 na nag fireworks tapos sa activity calendar kay 9pm lahi ra jud..pinoy time kaau…ahehe..pero aus lang gihapon kay nag bonding mi mga youth sa soccer field together with adrian….after pag pagawas na namo sa gate kay na amaze ming tanan sa ga fire dance ug gabuga siya ug kalayo..ahehehe…pag-uli pa jud kay ni hapit mi ni ate sa mercury kay nag palit ug ice cream..yummy au..aehhe…hope next year kay mas nindot pa ang xu days and maka play na sad mi again…wew..

thursday….we had our last practice sa shooter before mo adto school…early bird kaau si kuya morris before 10 am kay naa na siya…wee…palakpakan…ahehe..todo practice gihapon mi..but also having fun…mga 12noon…ni adto mi school, we ate our lunch and nag hulat na magsugod…dili lang kaau nako idetalye kay…tan-awi na lang sa akong facebook…ahehhehe

wednesday…we had another practice and this time around complete nami..yehey! as in like todo practice jud…instead na mag practice ug 1 hour…gihimo namo ug 1 hour and 30 mins…kay para jud ma perfect pag ka ugma…we really enjoyed the moments..having fun with playing our instruments…ang mga vocalist ga enjoy pud…maskin ga ka kulba-an na pag ka ugma…ang linya ni kuya john kay believe in yourself lang jud… kay star kay be confident..ahehe..ako kay hmm….have fun sa stage..mag enjoy..at the end of the day we went home happy…ug salamat sad sa pag hatod ni kuya morris…ahehehe..and we were ready…ready to play and rock xavier…char…aw…

tuesday…we had our practice..sa shooters lang gihapon kay nindot…and barato ra ang per hour nila…ahehehe….ang naa lang kay ako, rose, kuya john and kuya morris but still naka practice gihapon mi…we had fun habang ga practice…si rose ga problema sa bridge na dapit…gina encourage namo siya nga kaya jud niya…mao to…until nga nanguli mi..ahehe…

hmmm…as i was saying we were preparing for a band auditions for batong bitoon para among sa among school…it was a requirement to submit the form which was provided para sa mga banda na mag audition..sa form naay nka sulat na band name..ug sa dihang wala mi kabalo kung unsa among ingalan sa among band…sa akong huna-huna kay dapat naay united…so i consulted my sister para sa name and she was able to come up with MUDI(musically united diverse individuals)and so i txted my bandmates sa suggestion and they are ok with so mao tong na name mi ug MUDI…at that same day nag kita mi sa music studio kung asa iheld ang band audition..after nga hapit nami ma complete kuya morris or c kuya john bato nag suggest na mag practice sa mi ug maskin an hour..so we asked kuya Ian (soundtable officer) if ok lang na mo balik lang mi after and he said na ok ra daw..so we went to patag music studio sa shooters…and there we rehearsed and it was a lot of fun kaau na kulba..ahahah…after an hour we went back and mga 5 or 10 mins sa pag abot namo we went sa music room and played our thing…and the soundtable officers were like saying patys kaau..nice…pero kami kay murag dili contentd sa among pag play…ahehhe..but still were hoping na makuha mi..so mao to we went home…pag kagabii ni adto mi sa balay sa kauban sa church kay mag overnight kay dvd marathon…habang nag watch mi ug “cool runnings” naa koy na receive na text from sountable saying na we are one of the participants na mag play sa batong bitoon and it was like..wow…jud kaau kay wala mi ga expect sa kadghan na nag auditions na mga maau pa jud…we were one of the luckiest..i forwarded the message to my bandmates and they were also happy of the news…the next day we had a band pictorials and also a briefing…we were scheduled to play yesterday (december 3) sayang lang kaau kay wala si star sa pictorial…so mao to na nag decide and band na mag practice inig balik ni star…

what is MUDI?hmmm..it means Musically United Diverse Individuals…mao na ang MUDI…kani xa na banda na porma lang ni atong saturday(nov 28)kay pag ka sunday na daun ang audition..pero sa dili pako mag ba padaun mao kini ang nahitabo ngano na buo ang MUDI..last nov 25, 2009 ang soundtable na org sa among school (xavier university-ateneo de cagayan) wherein usa ko ka member…ang soundtable’s aim is to aid in advancing the potential skills among young Ateneans in the Art of Music..kay sa among school man gud daghan mga banda nga naay mga potential and im so happy nga naay org sa school sama sa Soundtable…sa soundtable naay duha ka class ang naa nay banda (exclusive for xavier students) and kami na mga individuals like me…so padaun ko…nag patawag sila ug meeting for all the memember para sa upcoming event which is “batong bitoon” sa upcoming xavier days…its like a school festival and its an honor na maka play ka sa xavier days…sa meeting kuyo ton-ton encourage us individuals na mag form ug band para mag play sa batong bitoon..batong bitoon is not a battle of the bands thingy..mura xa ug presentation something…but ang maka apil ana na mag present sure jud na mga bangi-itan na nga mga banda..mao to nag meeting…after sa meeting nag tapok mi mga individuals para mag sabot…ug sa dihang dili man mag meet ang among mga schedules so mao to na nag decide ang tanan na mag kita sa saturday ug sa dihang ako ang nahimong secretary…ug ni abot na jud ang saturday..we went to music studio,ang first ni abot kay si kuya John, ako, Arvi, Rose, and pinsan ni kuya John na si kuya morris..at first ga problema mi kay wala mi drummer…ug c rose na among vocalist kay ga libog kung unsa iyang kantahon..c kuya morris nga pinsan ni kuya john naa ra siya didto kay mo tan-aw lang siya kay at that time wala say lingaw ug dili pud siya member sa soundtable pero taga xavier siya..then bleesing kaau kay ni naay ni apas and she’s a drummer c star…mao to na completo nami…at first na hour sa practice wala jud klaro as in gubot kaau…nga wala pa ka decide kung unsa jud ang kantahon..until naka decide nga love story by taylor swift ug torete by moonstar 88..after an hour kailangan nami mag stop kay naa nay mo sunod na mo gamit,so nag transfer na pud mi ug lain na music studio..did2 samtang ako nangita ug lyrics sa torete..kani si kuya morris ang guitara siya ug ni kanta siya ug “always be my baby” and we were so amaze kasi nice kaau iyang voice and it was agreed na ipa vocalist namo siya sa band..at that time wala pami name sa band…pag balik nako ni ingon sila na always be my baby na lang daw ug love story and kantahon..dawbi kay si kuya John dili kaau siya hilig ug mga country music kay iyang mga hilig kay kanang genre sa “bullet for my valentine”mga hardcore, c arvi funk and rnb, c star bisag unsa day iya, ako?hmm..any basta ayaw lang reggae, funk..ahehe…mao to nag practice mi ug love story nga among gi paspas…paspas na version sa love story ug sa always be my baby daun kay medyo paspas gamay..mao to nag jam mi…after an hour nanguli mi..ahehehe…mao na siya ang nahitabo….

We met back 99 (i think) he was a bubbly, friendly and very approachable guy..funny pa jud siya..after the camp he stayed at our house kay gusto lang niya mag bakasyon…and at the same time he like this girl and he courted her with all the chocolates and ending ang chocolate ako ra gihapon ni kaon…ahehehe…gi sugo ko niya ug laba sa iyang pants na hastang ka dako ug grabe ka bug-at in exchange iya ko librehan ug jolibee man cguro to or basta kay food siya…i did the laundry and yes iya kung gi librehan after..cge lang mi ug chikka niya ato dugay kaau ma tulog kay cge istorya ug tan-aw t.v kay cable pa man sa una..we shared stories, mga drama sa buhay and all…and then we went back to cebu….

Every time me and my family went to cebu, dili jud maiwasan nga mag kita mi…his like a brother to me and a best bud every time mo adto ko sa cebu…katong 1st camp sa cebu,toledo…pag kita namo mura jud ug 1 ka million years wa gakita..ahehehe…ing-ana mi ka close sa una…pag ka 2nd day we chatted, catching up with each other…and he shared this song “gatherings of flowers i do it everyday…” i forgot the lyrics na daun..gi kanta sa nila pangharana sa amo atong dance night…it was good..the song was good…nalimot lang jud ko sa lyrics…his family and my family were close…ever since nga nag stay siya sa balay..he was the first adopted brother sa family..siya sad ang ga pangita-on ni mama usahay inig maka adto ug cebu..close naman gud siya sa amo…and then years passed nga nabalitaan na lang namo nga naa siya’y baby and family…wala pa jud mi nag kita ato na time kay dugay kaau sila ni abot and mabiyaan na mi sa barko kung hulaton namo sila with his baby…mao na tana to akong last na kita niya….

ug sa dihang ako na shock ganina pag txt ni marmie he passed away..dili ko kato-o but reality bites…his gone..an old friend…a best bud..a brother….thanks for he memories we shared together, dili jud ka namo malimtan….your always be in our memories…JACOB, ma miss ka namo….

hmm..after a month karon pa ko ka post balik..ahehe..wala man gud koy ma post wui…shcool is back na jud kaau, ma feel na jud nako ang pressure…pressure na maka graduate karon na sem..sayang man gud wui…bahala ug medyo lisod ang mga subjects kailangan ug dapat jud maka pasar…usahay gani kay di ko katulog kay mao jud na ang naa sa akong huna-huna before ko matulog usahay pa jud madamgo nako ang gi pang discuss..ahaha…na haller naman cguro ko wui..bitaw ay so obsessed na maka graduate karon na sem pati sa akong damgo about gihapon school…what in the world kaau…unta wui maka grad na jud kay mura man ug ika 3 na nako ni na 4th yr gihapon akong standing..ahehehe…..hahaiz…until here sa kow..kay naa pakoy chemistry na assignment…

hmmm…yesterday was my birthday..i thought it would just be an ordinary day..i wasn’t even thrilled that day…the whole day i watched eat bulaga, kambal sa uma and switching again to paano ba mangrap and then precious hearts romance…while watching precious hearts romances, I received a txt message from a friend he said, “khulit dili ka mag laag unya? so i told him may be not…he replied back “laag lang gud…mag hulat mi sa imo”so i said ok..and of course I went..but before seeing him..I went to Marmie’s apartment, chattin with her some stuff and then we went to ate our dinner..after that we went around downtown..and went back to the apartment and we part ways afterward..and so i went to see my friends but not the one who txted me…after visiting some friends I went to that person who txted me…and he said “khulit happy bday sabay ta karon ha..” i said ok..mao bitaw ni adto ko diri kay ingon hulat mo…he just laughed after i said that.. -ma bisaya sa ko wui kapoy na english- ahahah… so mao to nag hulat ko mi sa iyang mga friends nga na friends na sad nako..and we talkked, chikka and all..hantod nga nag sirado na c nikki sa ilang tindahan…ug sa dihang wa ko kabalo unsay plano so ni ask ko niya aha mi padulong ana pud siya surprise daw..ahehehe..na surprise jud ko kay grabe ni adto mi sa among tambayan..ug sa dihang surprise jud diay luto diay si nikki sa iyang specialty na leeg sa manok na gi prito…wa…first time jud nako mag eat ato…and so grabe daghan kaau mga kingkoy moments..ahehe..and nag change venue daun mi..nag dagat…ahaha…lingawa jud nako wui…wala ko nag expect man gud na ing-ato kay murag bag-o lang kaha mi nag ila tapos ingato na daun ilang gi buhat sa akong bday..ahaha…aw…c kuya oding kay alingasa kaau cge balik² ug khulit tsokolate kabalo ka pallanga kaau ka namo..kay ikaw ba ya among manghud² sa group..aheheh…wow..hahaha…daghan na nako ug kuya wui…ahehe…bitaw salamat jud sa inyo kuya oding, kuya patty, kuya e.r, kuya brian, wife ni kuya bria, nakalimot ko sa uban and specially kay nikk timang..ahehe…salamat jud…so far mao pa ni ang pinaka d best na bday….salamat…

Special Girl –

Its the ridaz (yeah)
im looking for that special girl
my super woman

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is she really out there i need to know
cause my whole life ive searched the whole world
looking for that special girl

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is he really out there i need to know
cause my whole life ive searched the whole world
let me be his special girl

cant wait to see your face and the way that you smile
the one to hold tight when your days are down
if you need a shoulder you can count on me
thats the kind of man that i wanna be
are you out there let me know i searched the whole wide world
until i find that someone
my special girl
if you know who you are just make yourself see
i need that super woman that only exists in my dreams
keep you warm and close kiss from your head to your toes
as our feelings keep growing and will never get old
take a chance with my love baby i want you so bad
cause real love is something that i never had
i know ill find you someday
my heart will never give up
soon we will be together and no longer apart
’til that day it comes
ill be searching for you
just remember pretty girl
this ridaz loves you

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is she really out there i need to know
cause my whole life ive searched the whole world
looking for that special girl

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is he really out there i need to know
cause my whole life ive searched the whole world
let me be his special girl

i need someone who’s gonna be there for me
a real woman who understands, and loves and respects a man
and knows sometimes that i cant be at home
ill never lie and deceive you always trust and believe you
are you really out there i need to know
im tired of the lonely nights
cause all i want is a happy home
and to see you and me smiling
for the whole world to see
cause all i really need
someone who’s gonna ride for me
no matter the situation that we facing
you’ll be by my side
ready to lay it all on the line
all im asking for is your love and affection
your hugs and kisses just to know you miss me when im gone
and when i need you the most you’re just a phone call away
my best friend on the other end
telling me everything will be okay

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is she really out there i need to know
cause my whole life i’ve searched the whole world
looking for that special girl

is he really out there i need to know
i’ve been sittin’ and waitin’ here all alone
Turn my dreams into reality
Lord i’ve been waiting patiently
someone to hold me when im afraid
to protect me and comfort me everyday
to stand by me and believe in me
Forever on my knees i pray

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is she really out there i need to know
cause my whole life ive searched the whole world
looking for that special girl

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayers
is he really out there i need to know
cause my whole life ive searched the whole world
let me be his special girl

Yeah, Lord, just help me find her
You’re my special girl
I know you’re out there
_______________________________________________________

this song is one of my favorite….try to listen na lang…